Revolutionary Hero.

Maybe I'm overreacting, maybe I'm not. But my best friend might die from medicine to keep him out of pain?! Yeah, I'm totally overreacting. I hate valentine's day, William Dawes can burn in hell with it. Oh, speaking of the Revolution, I just finished my project I've been working on for two and a half weeks. And it's pretty kick-ass if you ask me. We didn't have honors tonight): Snowed out. Oh, but I wouldn't have gone anyway. My best friend wasn't going to be there and I didn't feel like arguing with Michael about who's the biggest dumb-ass. Besides, I'm so tired I could sleep on a bed of nails. I've just been kind of mopey-dopey allday. SPEAKING of day, I had this horrible dream last night--I'm still freaked out about it. Well, this is going to sound childish, but it was about Big Foot. But goddamnit, I'm still scared. I'd sleep with my shotgun if I could. It's too long to type and I'm too glad to have my after-school sleepy time back anyways. So I'm gonna go. See yah!!
xoxoxo (HATE valentines,

Super tired...great weekend(:

I spent the wholeweekend with Beebs, my wifey, and we rode bikes in Kmart, painted our nails at Kohl's, bought matching slippers with my mom at JCP's and watched movies(: It was a great weekend!! And, Sara, my best friend, and I are otay(: She's comin over tomorrow after Honor's and it's great(: I got an outfit at the thrift store down the street and it looks good(: I also broke my laptop, but my momma's gonna fix it so its all good. For now, I think I can fare pretty well on my momm's. :) Here's a pic, night all, I'm really tired!

:D

Hanging with beebs--post more tomorrow!!!

Revolutionary War against my sinuses!

Hey tharr errrybody! Hah! Well, today was very interesting. It all started this morning when I walked out of the house weearing pajamas...HA just kidding. This morning I woke up very stuffy and extremely tired and, trust me, I wanted to stay home and my mom said I could, but I remembered we had 1) a geometry vocabulary test, 2) a benchmark in science, and 3) a benchmark in CA. What I didn't know was 1) I would make very gross bambinos in TLC, 2) discover that Navjo Ceremonial Dance stays in your head all freaking day, 3) I would be working on a major project for SAGE by myself (my choice, but dang it's hard), and 4) the term "FML" really does explain my day. The project in SAGE is over the Revolutionary War. See, the rest of the class is working in two groups of five students, and when I realized there were eleven students, plus the fact I would have to endure a week working with pointless idiots from the crackerbox, I decided to take on this mountain alone. I have to investigate the 5w's and h about like 25 leading up to and during the Revolutionary War, come to a conclusion on what caused the Revolutionary War, build evidence (like a tea crate made of wooden sticks), make a visual aid, and write an essay. In a week.
FML!
Oh and I'm starting to break out along my forehead. And I don't even have acne!

OMG

Well, things are pretty good. I'm still...upset...about...well, we'll save that story for another time. Anyway, it's official. I'm gonna fail honors [orchestra] because I get absolutely NOTHING! ): Goodbye perfect 1st chair. And Beebs, if you're reading this, I love you, but honestly I SUCK FIGS! I'm gonna fail.

I'm okay. I think.

Yesterday I came home from my twin's house at about 12. I had only eaten one thing all day-half of a long john donut. After that, at about five, my mom offered me some ravioli. I said she could make it even though my stomach lurched at the idea of food. I didn't eat it. My dad made some mashed potatoes with yummy homemade gravy. I barely ate it. I have a new best friend too. And it's weird because he's going out with my other best friend who is also my wifey. Lol. Um, at about 1 last night I got up and made myself a ham and cheese sandwich but I couldn't taste it. All of the vibrant colors in my room seem dull and food has no taste. I'll eat it now, but I can't taste anything unless it's a horrid taste. I brushed my teeth and couldn't (can't) taste the flouride and mint. But oh well. Other than that, I feel fine. I tried to sit down and watch Sense & Sensibility, but I was too impatient for that. Two hours of my life? Hah, dream on. Oh and for those of you who know the story of what happened Friday night, and how I helped, I don't need a guy. I'm fine. Seriously. Just trouble in that. I'm a solo bird and I don't need anyone to tell me otherwise. Thank you very much though for caring-I appreciate it. And, no, that was not sarcasm. Although I should've just let you guess for yourself. Anyway, I guess I'll go now. Not like I have anything better to do, but still.

Home sweet...WHERE IS MY COUCH!?

So I had a great two days. For those of you that know him, I've been dreaming about a guy lately. I know him in real life, but when I dream about him, he's very very very cute. I mean, in real life he's totallly nice but there has to be that physical attraction. And it's not there. I haven't seen him since September and this Wednesday I see him at Honors [Orchestra]. But he's totally cute in my dreams. And I've been having the same exact dream for a week straight. Does it mean something? God I hope not. So, anyway, I got home today and THE COUCH WAS GONE. Well, the green one anyway. The rest of the furniture is leather so I liked that couch. And they got rid of it... I was like seriously? So anyway yesterday I chase down my grandparent's dog for like two hours and I got all muddy and cold and wet. And then this morning I shocked myself. So now my fingers are burnt. Funnnn.

JOKES :D

Okay, so what did sushi one say to sushi two?

WASABI!

A suicide bomber storms a pet shop. He declares, "Everyone has thirty seconds to get out before I blow the place up!"
the tortoise at the back of the shop "You bastard..." <-----thats my fav

what do you call cheese that isn't yours?
nacho cheese(:

two atoms walk into a bar. the frist one says "i think i just lost an electron" the second one says "are you sure?" the first one says "im positive!"(:

those are just a few, ill be back with more, but i need to get my stuff ready for tomorrow and go to bed :/ ehhh, night!(: btw's I totally aced my geometry test! :D

Haiti, Temples of Petra, and Kitchen Technology!

I really want to send some money towards helping the victims of yesterday's deadly earthquake in Haiti. It breaks my heart): I had a good study session with Branislav yesterday but...lol...my dad thinks hes gay...! Hahhaha! So it turns out I already took my SAGE test and got a 49/50 on it last quarter. I felt so stupid when I brought in a whole notebook full of notes, only to realize that we already took the essay test. Jeez, I really felt like a gifted student then! I had my IB enrollment Monday night and I fille dout the form and next year I'm taking chamber orchestra and Pre-IB/ Challenge Art(: And all of my other classes, including Algebra II. Fun, right? But ey, I'm not complaining. I'm taking my geometry test tomorrow and I'm pretty sure I'm ready for it. I got assigned my TLC (Technology for Life Communications) partner...Raven Rooks. He's like tall, kind of handsome but not really dashing. I'd never like him. Ever. He has less brain cells than a rat because he probably smokes. And it sucks because he does nothing but sit there and say "Dude, that's totally Gee. Naw, man, just kiddin'" (and he's white and thinks he's a gangster, but, like Anthony Ramos, he's probably in a gang and has probably committed murder somewhere along the line). It's like, could you please speak in Englais? No comprehende? I got Kitchen Technology. At least we get to make brownies, right? Me, mostly. But still. In SAGE I was so bored (because we were doing this stupid discussion about what "gifted" really means and this self-evaluation thing) that I wrote down the months in a year, the numbers from 0-9, days of the week, colors of the rainbow, and the countries of the world. I've memorized 178 so far because I have a song that I sing that helps me remember... United States, Canada, Mexico, Panama, Haiti, Jamaica, Peru, Republic Dominican, Cuba, Carribbean, Greenland, El Salvador, too! Puerto Rico, Columbia, Venezuela, Honduras, Guiana, and still, Guatemala, Bolivia, then Argentina, Ecuador, Chile, Brazil!....I could go on, but I'd rather keep my valuable cheat to myself. Today in Geometry, I actually worked. And yesterday, I did a grande totale of 89 problems in my geometry book. If I fail this test, I'm going to hand in my vauluable work instead :/ My braces are okay now. Like, I'm used to them and everything, but it still kind of hurts to eat. Also in Geometry, Mr. Bradley put up a new "Where In The World" which I have gotten the past two times. Turns out, today's was a temple in a cliff in Petra, Jordan. Well, Caleb, who used to be the Wiz Kid in elementary and then "handed the torch to me" so to speak, looked it up in class! I got so irritated! Because the past few times I've actually known, just by my own absorption of knowledge, where the places are. He totally cheated! He could have at least waited until he got home! But, whatever. I also took like a whole (and I mean WHOLE like there is no white spot on that paper) page of notes for my Science Olympiad event, Solar Systems. I was proud of that(: And, for my novel, I checked out an Italian Traveler's Guide from the library. I thought it was pretty neat(: Well, I think I'm going to go write, so bye!!

Cheers,

Pray for the Haitians in this time.

On my way to hell |:

*laughs* Alright, so I just read...

You know, and I'm probably gonna go back on this in like a week, I just went back and read everything I had ever posted and...I don't care. It's like...Eh, who gives a flying cow anymore? >.< Hahahah! Braces hurt like no other, devil's spawn, but I'm sitting here on my couch watching the Science Channel eating homemade egg drop soup, listening to my new Paramore cd, making up a schedule for the nights I have Honor's Orchestra, and studying my geometry and SAGE. I promise, to myself and everyone else, this year's gonna be better. DEFINITELY(;

Carry on[;

BRACES :D

Going to get my new smile...and them to target for a new cd

Insomniac Chronicles...Part Three

Heyo everyone. It's me. Hannah.
So, tonight I don't have any pictures. I'm effing tired. That's right. The first Insomniac that's actually tired. I'm getting my braces at 8am. It's 5:53am. I'm going to call Isaac today because I think it's going to be totally awkward Monday... So I'm going to eliminate that right now. Anyway, I'm going to look horrible with braces. If I can't get a guy as it is....what the hell are little metal things gonna do? And my hair! Don't even get me started. I'm going to scream, absolutely scream, if anyone says anything about it.
To be frank, I'm scared.

-Hannah

Oh my god.

Well I'm at Sara's and there was this facebook group that was like "Soldiers are NOT Heroes" and so then there was this other group that was like "Petition to remove the group 'Soldiers are NOT Heroes'" and I joined it and then I told Sara and she was like "Why did you join that?" and I was like "Uh...because you don't see me or you over their working our asses off to protect America?" and she was like "They went over there to get oil." and I was like "No, they went over there to stop terrorism!" and it was really pissing me off because I have a cousin who's in the army! It's like why the hell would you even say that!?

Drinking a banana smoothy and playing spongebob monopoly.

:D

Ummm well I'm at Sara's....and my tooth hurts like a mother...ugh.... Ummmmm here's some cool stuff I found on the internet for your enjoyment :D

Holy ef.

Okay well I woke up at two, and I didn't know I had a dentist appointment at three until I aske dmy dad why he was home!?!! So Madeleine was already ready and I called my mom and was like "WTF!?" and she was like "I told you Monday, Hannah!" in her really snooty mom voice. So I just got yelled at and you know, she could have reminded me, um I don't know, YESTERDAY!!!!???? Ugh anyway, I made a tribute to Spirited Away last night and I'll post the link later on. Honestly, I don't wanna go to the dentist-my teeth are so screwed!

Madeleine Did my hair!

Call in sick!

OHMIGOD!
Idk. Well,
This thing did happen. It's called a blizzard and the gay dip's at my mommy's work are gonna make her get out in it.
"Call in sick," I said.
"Can't."
"Yes you can, where's your phone?"
"No, I mean they know."
"Oh. Well, I'll cough into the phone for you."
"They'll know."
"Tell them to screw off, that's what I'd do."
"Hannah, you'd do that because you wouldn't value your job too highly if you weren't looking through a telescope."
"Pfhhh, well."
XD! Lmao....yeah!
And Madeleine's gonna be here in ten minutes :D
See all you buggers LATA!

Uh oh...(:

Oh.
Did I sleep till three thirty again?
Uh oh. I'm never going to get to sleep for school...
OH WAIT THERE IS NO SCHOOL THIS WEEK!
Ahahahahha! I love Blizzards(:
So I was watching Family Guy last night and...well(:


Bahahahahhaha!!! Wellllllll I'mma go now. I'll be back later ;}

Fiftieth Post(:

Oh !@#$.
Did I really just stay up till four again doing pointless stuff on the internet for no apprent reason?
Yeah. Oh well.
Actually, my mom told me to stay up late I was like o.o? wtf? And she explained because she felt bad for leaving me home alone tomorrow (snow day) that she wanted me to just sleep the whole day like normal. I was like "w...t....f? LMAO!" XD Anyway, I'm going to bed-ran out of water in my eco-container and I'm too lazy to get up and get more. Goodnight, bloggers!
Oh, btw, this is my FIFTIETH post(:
This blog's getting pretty old!(x Lol!
P.S.-I'm married to Toni(: lmao....

:D World Thermostat

Muahahahha! My evil plan to change the world's thermostat is effective! Muahahah! NO SCHOOL!(: Again. Yes!


I'm writing. And I'm getting up tomorrow-for sure!

Tweet tweet....

Tweet tweet(:
TWEET!

Uh-Oh

Well...I think we're gonna have school tomorrow...and I just woke up...guess what time it is? 2:15 in the afternoon...shit...

Click it!

 Click HERE and prepare for awesomeness(:

Freaking Chicka Yeah(:

Um okay so I just ran out into the living room screaming "THERE'S NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! FREAKING CHICKA-YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (thank you Stephanie, for adding that to my vocabulary:) Dangit I'm so happy I could ride a rainbow-pooping pink pony with blonde hair and not get the urge to sell it for money and respect! Oh dang(:

blahhblahhblahh I hate you!!

Hair cut and YOGA(:

Okay, so I got my hair cut. Wanna see?

Um, I also got my bangs rzor-slashed right above my eyes. So it looks good when the rest of my hair is curly. And I can't get this stupid text off center so now it looks gay :/ ANYWAY

goddangit.

Umm well I'm not too happy bout this but...Shannon [gay] Mckinney is comign back to Eastgate. Asked her mself and she kept asking who it was and I told her it was non of her concern(: But I was NOT too happy about that. I almost started crying.

I do yoga now. In fact, I got up this morning at seven, ate an apple and drank a glass of orange juice, and did my morning yoga session. Eventually, I'll go outside and do it when it gets warmer outside. Sara's gonna be here in like ten minutes and she went to bed at three last night...I actually found the will, somewhere inside of me, to go to bed at twelve. So I got a good night's sleep(:

Ummmmmmmmm. My dog snores. He's right here snoring.

AHH OMG!

Wanna see a really funny video of me and Steph totally just winging it in front of a camera? Yes? Well then look no further! Go here:

:)

Lol have fun with that ;]

Welllllll I think Imma go now...but I'm writing a new story. I think it's great, if I do say so myself. :D here RIGHT HEERE(:

Alright, seeeee yaaahhhh later alligators :D

Random Videos with Steph and Hannah- Random Whale

Getting a hair cut....

Stories, Anxiety, and Freaks at Target

Okay, so I updated my myspace for the first time in like two months. Yeah, I haven't been on since then. I wasn't originally planning ot get on, but I did. Only because I wrote this awesome "About Me" originally for my Inkpop profile and I was pretty proud of it and since facebook doesn't have decent space for it...I wanted to post it somewhere where my friends can see it. I also finished a short story last night at like four a.m. Here it is for your wonderful enjoyment:Revelations at the End of the World. Have fun. Anyway, I think I have anxiety issues? I dunno, just something I was thinking about. I mean, I care way too much about what people think. Okay, so I went to Target today, like my second home, and this lady that was walking past me called me a freak. I almost told her to screw off and flip her the bird, but I didn't. I was dressed in black from head to toe-my black trench coat, my atheletic pants, and my black snow boots. And my sunglasses because it was two in the afternoon and I was not awake. I had just woken up, as a matter of fact, because I had been spending a cyber New Year's with Jonni on the webcam till four in the morning. So anyway, I was totally pissed off. But I got one of those nylon undershirts from Champion that was black. Something to match my snowboots. And I'm going to Stephanie's tomorrow...and I was pretty mad, but I'll save that for later. Anyway, here's the About Me I posted today. I think it's kick ass.

Well, I'm Hannah, hi to all. I guess I've recently had like a new take on life. I'm a total perfectonist in everyway humanly possible. I do have a mild form of anxiety and I care too much about what people think, always asking if they're mad at me and that usually ends up making it worse. I've taken to wearing black, yeah I just wear it cause it looks good on me. I wear fake glasses and I wear the same pair of old, worn-out black snow boots even when it's warm outside. I was at Target today and a woman called me a freak. I almost told her to screw off. That's just me. I don't wear black all of the time-in fact, most of my wardrobe is a girly pink. Or green. Or white. Or whatever. I draw and I listen to extensive amounts of Muse, Radiohead, and Placebo. But, going along with the more fun-loving side of me, I also listen to Taylor Swift, Ingrid Michaelson, and the old Kelly Clarkson. My iPod is my life and I would personally kill whoever broke it or took it. I write short stories (lately) and I try to write novels-but fail horribly because of whatever reason. I hate chores, I love summer, I hate snow, I love winter. I used to be a ballerina/dancer/cheerleader, but it was not working out. I'm the kind of fat everyone says I'm skinny but I know I'm not. I'm not pretty, just frizzy hair bunched on pale skin with hazel eyes. I watch too much History, Science, National Geographic, and Discovery Channel. I make straight A's in Geometry and SAGE. I passed Algebra 1 last year in seventh grade so for all you high schoolers who think it's tough, I just totally kicked your ass. Umm...I have a cat who think's she's a dog and another cat who think's she a snake. Yes, a snake. She walks like a slither and bites like no other. I read tons of books and I've read 1984 by George Orwell three times, Song of the Sparrow by Lisa Sandell sixteen times, and as for Twilight...don't even get me started. It's stupid. I'm going to stop there because it'll get pretty ugly. I do yoga outside in the morning when everyone is just waking up and there's still dew on the grassblades while listening to Debussy, Chopin, and a subtle form of Joe Hisaishi opera. I do shop at Hollister, but very rarely. My home shop is Target-the manager knows my mom and I by name because we're in there so much. According to some people, I complain a lot. Next year starting high school, I'm doing away with people. No more friends-they're overrated and can be seriously rude and mean. So that's my lame life. If you want to hear more random stuff than you can probably stand, click on the second link below.


And don't bug me about this about me because it's my life and if you don't like it then screw off. ;p

Carry on
-Hannah

I like it. Anyway, I have two tests a day after I get back from break. The geometry one is over chapter six and has something to do with rectangles and diagonals and that's all I know. The Sage one, well I just know it's going to be in essay form for the test and that it's comparing and contrasting something to do with the colonial regions? Yeah this can't end well.

Twenty-Ten (and for those idiots, 2010)

Okay, so I hate the holidays. I think the only reason I celebrate it is because of the presents and good food. But...now...okay, so I'm glad all of that damned Christmas music is over but now, all over my stupid facebook homepage, all of these idiots are like "Oh Em Gee! Twenty-ten's gonna be the best and I'm gonna be a better person!" or "I'm so gonna lose  weight and be friends with the people I lost in 2009" and blahblahblah. Ten bucks last year everyone said those same words...and look where we are now. I'll bet that someone said "I'm going to be a better person" and I'll bet that someone was planning on doing it too. And look where they are now, probably sitting in some stupid prison with a bunch of tattooed inmates all saying, "Man, imma be a better person". And then there's the fat ass sitting at home on his computer saying, "I'm gonna lose that two hundred pounds this year." Same thing he said last year. So, I guess the whole point of this is, for one, I don't support that New Year's resolution, "I'm gonna change" crap. Because within a month, I'll forget it. Basically, New Year's brings out the stupidity in mankind.
See all you buggers next year

OH NO

Ummmm...well, I'm home for New Years!(: My gramma woke me up at one int eh afternoon...too early. So then I was in a bad mood all afternoon because we had to meet my dad at two so I could go home. Bleh. I think I'm hanging out with Stephi Saturday and then...oh dear lord...back to school :( Break went by too fast! It's not fair! It's not right!
And I have two tests...and I only remember the gist of what I'm supposed to ace!!!!!!! AH! OH NO!

Blahbleh

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I'm not really in the blogging mood right now :/ But I figured I should mention what I got for Christmas.
1) The Universe Tshirt(:!!!
2) The Universe Mousepad!!!!
3) FM shower radio with a transmitter for my ipod(:
4) Hello Kitty Mini Water dispenser--haha yeah my mom and I bought this at the store and she said she was gonna wrap it up and give it to me Christmas morning--and she actually did! LOL!
5) Some trinkets that my late grandma left to my mom and me.
6) Bendaroos (actually my mom wanted those, lol)
7) Pop Cap.
8) Writing pad
9) Silicone keyboard that plugs into my computer(:
10) Clothes from Hollister and Delia's
11) New phone
12) Home Depot 50$ giftcard to repaint my room. muahahhaha

Tada.
Toodles.

Christmas with the Williams

Christmas for me right now... It's a chance to forget about everything that's happened. I thank my lucky stars and my God for everything I have. I worship Jesus on the 25th of December and I say happy birthday to my Dad on the 27th. The 31st I set my goals for the upcoming year. I can't wait. Oh who am I kididng I just want to open my presents!

Have a Merry Christmas everyone! Or Kwanzaa or Hanukkah or whatever! Happy Chinese New Year!!

A to Cheer (with Hannah and Sara)

Heyho everyone! A video to cheer(:

Parents These Days
(unfortunately, can't live with 'em and the law won't let you live without 'em)

CADOO!

Me and my friend playing cadoo....Fun....

At Gramma's and Grandpa's until Tuesday night and then Orthodontist Wednesday morning at 8 am.....fun! I get my braces January 9th

Some Videos to Cheer(:

Well I'm totally addicted to youtube now...so here are some HILARIOUS videos I found while surfing(:
Cheers, enjoy(:

David After Drugs:


Greatest freak out ever 2 (ORIGINAL VIDEO): **I fell out of my chair when I watched this. I was laughing so hard!


Greatest freak out ever (ORIGINAL VIDEO): **Steph showed this to me and I almost peed my pants!**


Ball Jump Fail:


The WTF Blanket (Snuggie Parody):


**This one is extremely gross, I must warn! It made me nearly puke**
Guiness World Record's Biggest Zit Ever!?:


Blank Book:

WAIT! I thought of something to lift me up...

     I Dream of Dreaming

                                                                                                     By Hannah Lorraine Williams

I dream of dreaming. Of sleeping on a bed of the most intricate, ornate designs. I want to lie down and sleep a peacefully, worriless sleep for eternity. Eternity's nothing except forever. Dreaming of sunsets and flowers; fields and magical cottages. My eyes don't flutter. I dream. I play my favorite tune on my viola, "We Three Kings". I feel the grass brush past me as I set my instrument of music down on a white rock. I sink to the ground, crisscross, my head in my hands that are resting on my knees. A small fawn comes to me and nuzzles my shoulder. I rub her nose and kiss her gently. She prances away and I stand up, preparing to go home. My dress is seventeenth century and I'm running through the fields without a care in the world; my dark brown hair swinging in all directions with my dress. The sky is my kind of blue, the birds chirp my favorite classical song-In The Hall Of The Mountain King. I can see my cottage up ahead; the thatched roof with a chimney that spews the most beautifully colored dark grey smoke. I pick a flower on my way. My favorite kind-a white daisy. There's a small stream nearby, gliding over white rocks and making the most heartbreakingly beautiful sound. I braid a few daisies into my hair and splash my face with the purest kind of water from the stream. I laugh and think of how wonderful it feels on my ivory colored skin with my rosy cheeks. I look at my reflection- my dark brown eyes seem big and beautiful, my skin colored like a peach-colored cloud and my dark brown hair falling in ringlets around my smiling face. I turn to go home, walking and continuing to finish "In the Hall of The Mountain Kings" because the birds had gone home to feed their families; to their dreams. They just volunteered in mine for the day. Tomorrow there'll be new birds with a new song for me to listen to. The golden sun sets quietly over the emerald hills, painting a watercolor of reds, magentas, pinks, purples, yellows, and oranges. The yellows fade to orange. The Oranges fade to red. And the reds fade to a deep purple that eventually set into midnight blue and black. Soon, the stars come out along with the moon. A full moon because I had always loved them when I was awake and not sleeping. I thought that it had always held a symbolic measure of power and love, infinite beauty for the night. Together, the stars and the moon provide a parade of colorless points of light that beckon me to them. I will gladly go when it is my time in infinity. I skip happily back to my path, bending down to pet a beautifully colored red fox on my way-my favorite animal. He follows me back to my cottage and I give him a nice bed in my drawer and kiss him goodnight as I, too, end my wondrous day in my dreams, beginning to dream up even more vibrant dreams. In my dreaming, I smile peacefully as the night sets in.

In my dreams, there are no worries. Nothing to hurt anything. Everything is perfect and for me, my life right now, that's way it should be. I never wake up. My eyes never twitch, my heart never flutters. I am in my own perfect world where I am safe. No tears, no people. Just me and my wants. No money, no hate. Just love and nature. No modern music, but classical to soothe the soul, mind, and heart. No ugly, just beauty and wonder. Discovery veils nearly everything I touch. There is no gold. There are no phones, computers, TV's, or anything modern. Everything is pure. Everything is beautiful. Everything is perfect.

I dream of dreaming of my dreams peacefully in my serene thoughts.


*This made me feel a lot better. I have this to look forward to in my life. Closing my eyes and resting peacefully for eternity*

My life was good...thirty minutes ago.

Well my Christmas Break happiness is very short lived, I must say. It all started with a text from one of my good friends, let's call her M. Well, M said that I told a guy that lives in Kearney, let's call him A, that I called her a slut. Which, GUESS WHAT!? I didn't! And she doesn't believe me because A said that I said "We're really good friends but she's a slut". Which I would have no reason to say because M is pretty, atheletic, and dresses appropriately. A also told her that I said "she messes around with high school guys". WHICH I DIDN'T! So....what the hell!? No one believes me and now my best friend, who's also best friends with M, is going to hate me now. But what really sets me off is...A has nothing against me. I had talked to him a few weeks into school. Everything was good. He asked about M and I said "She's good. We're really good friends. She has gotten a few boyfriends and I havent' and she's really pretty and atheletic". So where did slut come into all of this!? Maybe it's because A and M used to date in like fifth grade before A moved north and he told me he had never really liked M. So I'm caught in the middle of this. I don't know what to do. There is nothing I can do. So I'm not texting until school starts back up again, even then very scarcely. Only three people: Beebs, Steph, and my mom. That's IT and maybe my friends that go to different schools. But seriously, that's it. So I hope everyone I text has a facebook because that way they won't think I'm mad at them or something stupid like that.

Yeah whatever...

I hope everyone enjoyed the pictures I put up last night (this morning). I didn't get any sleep last night because I was coughing ALL NIGHT. And now there's mucus buildup in my throat and I just want to reach in there and rip it all out-even if it means my esophagus must go too! And ugh I am very mad at my dad. he thinks respect is a one-way street. Well, guess what, respect is a two way thing! Jesus Christ! "Stop talking back to me" Well then stop talking to me like I'm a freaking slave! UGH! Going to church later on...I haven't been there in a long time and I don't know anyone there...So we'll see how that goes. I guess I'd better go take a shower. And I'm a little mad at my mom right now because she left for the store without telling me where she was going and then my dad was like "Well, Christmas time isn't a time for questions" but it's just the way he said it! UGH!

New Story!!!! IMPORTANT!

Okay so I'm working on a new story. I went to see the Nutcracker tonight, as mentioned in an earlier post, and I was inspired. So go here: Porcelain Ballerina Chapter One I also was really proud of it, so I tried my hand in photography relating to the story. No ballerinas, sorry, but there is a pretty necklace I wore today that I was going to incorporate in the story, so enjoy(: and yes, you can look them up on google, they are not there. I took them myself. Wish I could prove it over the internet somehow, but unless you know me in real life, that's next to impossible.

Hopefully if you read my story, chapter, you'll get what the necklace is extracted from. Hope you enjoyed looking at my wonderful pictures I took on my half day, bored at home and nap time right after!
Thanks, if you won't be in town to check my blog (those particles that are actually recieving these words since no one ever looks) happy holidays!
Sincerely,